I am not looking for sympathy....just needing to put this out there. There are moments, like this evening, that I miss my best friend so so much. I find myself wanting to be mad at God for taking him from me. If only I could call him right now to hear him say "It's all going to be okay." Instead, I am trying so hard to hear that from God...but the static is so so loud.
I think I do a pretty good job at putting a smile on my face and acting as if my life is going well. I've decided to tonight to let go and CRY. The flood gates are open and I am not holding back.
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